Hey folks haven't posted much stuff as of late I'll change that soon enough but on some real I have more problems with school good problems but also sort of bad problems so here goes. I have as of late given up on school ya know I still do the work and get simi good grades and I try to come in but I've pretty much given up on it, reason for this is as I started this semester I happened upon a lot of trouble with financial aid and I had to pay a bunch of money out of pocket that I didn't really posses. I had to get a job to pay for school but I couldn't accumulate many hours cause I had to go to school and I wasn't sure i was gonna stay in school cause I couldn't get enough hours to pay for it so I was pretty much setting myself up now to start looking for other options in life. Oddly today i get an e-mail from a fellow that works at the school and he told me the school is willing to give me a grant for 1500 dollars which would help me big time but I was already slacking in classes and slowly setting myself up to get out that now with the possibility to stay in school I'm sort of disappointed that I won't be able to do what I wanted to do. I could just leave school and continue on with what I was planning or I can continue my plans and school at the same time which will be a real strain. Also since I've given up on school i've really been thinking to myself is school even the right path for me I've basically gotten nothing from it and it's been a complete waste of time so far my family is telling me go to school and life will be great when you get out but I'm a little more realistic and school and life just don't work that way. IDK I need to call up The IMJ Leauge members and we have to converse on what I can do.